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I had a good laugh today! Oh my, this movie was good. I can't stop saying how good looking Ryan Reynolds is in the movie and, how I wish I could be like Sandra Bullock when in my 40s! Jb and I finally watched it together, after so long! I love movies!

Spent the rest of my late afternoon at MOS; chatting. I do love such casual, simple day like that. (-;

My memory failed me. I wanted to update what I've been doing/eating for the past few days yet I can't remember much... except that I tidied my room & wardrobe over the weekend. ^ ^ Good thing was it was quite easy peasy to tidy my room cause it was not messy in the first place ( I swear okay! HAHA! ), and I've actually spent my effort to wipe away dust at every little corner of my room. Spick-and-span okay! Hehe. And wheeee, I've got more space for new clothes now! (:

I've got the urge to re-decorate my room anyway. I love to design&decorate my own room hell yeah! But haiyer, need money money money money! Money is not everything, but without money, you could do nothing. The feeling sucks totally.  :/

So today, went shopping at Tampines Ikea and Giant with mommy! And I got my cravings satisfied! - Sweden meatballs + chicken wings = yummmyyyyy ~ !



Mommy bought  me a comfy cushion , cause 老娘 has been having trouble with my back since don't know when ( Thanks mommy! ) . She said I would have a hard time during pregnancy and to my future husband, hope you would dote on me very very much when you know how much I suffered! Hurhurhur. Oh well.. then hopped over to Giant for some grocery shopping. Nice day out with mommy yo! (:

You know, I'm someone who doesn't like to follow plans. But recently I wavered. I realized my portfolio isn't flattering at all, neither is my life. I need some planning, to help myself to be better. But when penning down my plans for my next 5 years, my mind went blank.



I need to search what I really want, this time.

The feeling of able to wash my hair after 3 long days is so damn good! ^ ^ 

And I'm so proud of my shampoo, cause it's 'Made in Korea' ! HAHAHAHA!

Say I'm superstitious but I dreamt of dog shit last week I think? And I think it means dog shit luck. Yes, 传说中的狗屎运! Wanted to check my GPA but TP system was lagged. Haiyeeer. Anyway... 祖先保佑！

And, 我要去淋日浴~~~ 好想 晒晒太阳的！！！！！！(:

Woohoo, it's 090909 - what a nice day to mark our 2R05 BEH BEH KIEW day yo! Wheeeee~ ^ ^

So this long awaited BBQ was a success! Thanks to all who helped out with the buying of food and things we needed for the BBQ, and to those who helped to cook the food for everybody!! The food was yummy, the chicken, the pepper sauce crab meat and sausage! Heehee. Thought the food wasn't enough, yet we had leftovers! What a waste huh. ):  Good thing was, I hope everybody enjoyed. And lucky me, the BBQ pit was easy to find, or else I would be guilty shit! ... (:

And yes, my hair is super flat and lifeless now because I went rebonding (again). And and, I cut my fringe! Oh my, I was still proud of myself when I stepped out of the salon luh. Only realized that it was a mistake when my family burst out laughing out loud, when they saw me. BUT ITS OKAY NEVER MIND, it will grow back de! Yes, lucky me it's holiday now. HAHA!




I still remember the day 080808 - my first try on sashimi at Sakae Sushi with jess and jb! How memorable it was. HAHA.

Been reading one of my ex-primary classmate's blog archive for the past hour. Happened to know his blog randomly through bloghopping. I empathized with what he had been through, and I wish his family would be a little more encouraging. Sigh.

Many times, people are kind in nature. No matter how bad or 'gangster' they appear to be, they do have a kind and child-like soul hidden beneath, which others may have well failed to see. Especially their parents?

Tell me, 哪个孩子出身就是坏小孩? 每个孩子都像一张白纸一样, 需要灌溉。And I am thinking, that it's our environment which has shaped us into who we are today. (?)

Imagine if I were born into a troubled family with messed up life, having parents who do not know how to encourage and show their care and love for me, who aren't there to guide me with the correct values, I suppose I wouldn't be the one who I am now. Right (?) And we, do not choose our parents, do not choose the environment we are born into, do not choose to be rich/poor, do not choose to be smart/stupid, do not choose to be healthy or not. We are in this realm of choicelessness.

So sometimes, just sometimes, they do not choose to mess up their lives like that. They are as helpless as well. All they need is someone there to guide them and encourage them. And I believe, they could live their life better.

Because we live in a different enivronment, we lead different lives. Tell me, what is fairness all about? But despite in this realm of choicelessness we are living in, I believe we could still... choose how we live our lives.

I hope the best for him, period.

Am feeling freaking cold. Oh oh. And anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TING HUI!!! Really sorry I can't join you guys this time but yeah, I know you all enjoyed! Heheh, see you guys soon yeah! (L)

 
If I were asked whether would I want to live my life all over again, I think my answer would be a NO. Cause perhaps I know it's a path I was given, I have to go through whatever it was for me. Even if I were given a second chance to live my life all over again, who'll guarantee that things would turn out different then? Or, in another way, I would not have owned my present now- which I was contented and happy about.

Everything falls in its place I believe. And it's because my past that made me stronger- in a way. I made mistakes, I learned, I realized, I reflected, I've grown. This is something I went through, and am proud of it. The hurt, discontentment, grudges and self-hate in me, I learned to forgive. So thanks to my past, I own my present - being a better self, I hope.

So people who are having a rough time now, I believe you'll get through it somehow someday. Don't give up yet okay (;

Nevertheless, thinkings were simpler then. I miss the part of me, when everything seems so simple to me. Truthfully, this is the year (2009) which has brought me many realizations about the people and this world. Reality-check, perhaps. There are many gray areas existing.  It was tiring to deal with... reality. Though feeling kind of disappointed at times, er nope correction- many times, I would still like to believe the good out of everything. Hurhur.

I wonder, am I complicating my thoughts too much or things are just as complicated as what I thought they are? Or perhaps, we could have simplified things instead.? Hmm.

Thoughts of the day.

Anyway, we were being approached by three students who were there in school to promote 'I can do it' day. It was to encourage students to study, and especially falls on today. Interesting huh. Yeah, I can do it! I hope lah. Hahah. (;

So our plan was a success, yay! ^.^

18 August - Yesterday

Sorry people I was the mickey shit of the day. But lucky we were able to pen down our wishes just in time for ming ming before she came, phew! Had our dinner at Changing Appetite. Ordered their waffle ice cream, nice~. At least, better than Bistro. Hurhurhur. I want to try their mudpie someday! Or better, I want go ICE3 with the girls sooon! Hehehe.

So th, jess and me left half way to prepare mm's surprise, in excuse that we needed to go home early to study. I was praying that mm would believe that, and she did! HAHAHA! Passer-bys were giving us all the attention and stares and curious look, making me feel so embarrassed, which I don't really mind cause I really love creating surprise! The feeling was so sweet. Was anticipating mm's reaction when seeing our creation. And thank god, everything turned out well! Hehe! Though we had a hard time keeping the candles flame burning and lighting up the birthday candles, cause of the not-so-welcomed wind at the moment.. argh! One kind passer by offered to help us and though we felt kind of weird, I still appreciated his kind offer luh. And please, he definitely not because of me! (:

浪漫是不容易的 hor, guys~ hurhurhur. I really love candle light, (;

Hope everybody enjoy themselves yesterday night yeah. It felt damn good, just to laze around and chit chat. Where's my study mood, tell me.

Goodnight!

(L) today!

Been out with my cousin shan the whole afternoon, wheee! Went brow tweezing at Browhaus before heading MOF for our late lunch. So glad and appreciated the fact that we got this chance to meet up today for some catch up. It's been years since we last saw each other, oh my my. Then headed back to my house together thereafter. And guess what? I enjoyed a full manicure for FREE luh! Wahaha! She's really good at this. So nice of her! Hehehe. 

Oh yah, dropped by Rubi to see how Nicole's doing while on the way to MOF. Good to see her today too! (:

 

I nearly tempted into buying the detox face mask from Browhaus at $57 after discount. But very lucky my mind controls my heart, which shows I'm rational enough to walk away without buying~! Yet, I chose something more affordable like Skin Food Aloe Mask. Hurhur. Which was good. (:

One last week to go! 加油啊妍妍！！！还有，大家也要一起努力 K 书 OKAY！！！ (;

Was a little distracted, a little confused, a little dreamy, a little in my world of thoughts, and basically I can't concentrate the whole day. My mind was not working right today, uh huh. And I thought I said a lot of 白痴的话 too. Pardon me okay people. My 灵魂出窍了。 

Anyway, I snorted during FARM lecture. It was loud. But people around apparently thought it was jb, not me. HAHAHAHA! Paishe ah jb! ;D

Yeah time to K 书时候了. 加油吧!    

Singapore turned 44th yesterday. Am proud to be a Singaporean, seriously. Grateful, too. Love my homeland anyway, :D !

9 August

Started my day off with my family at Bugis MOF. Brother's treat, woohoo. Had Unagi Hot Stone rice, yummy! Knowing I'm not a green tea lover, yet I think their green tea ice-cream is real good and yummy. Am loving their desserts oh-so-much that I'm craving for it now, hurhur! Satisfied and happy, spent a little time with my parents before going off to meet the usual girls at Marina Barrage (I've got difficulty pronouncing this word, hah). The place is so inaccessible, @$%#. Plus, it's a Sunday. I saw crowds everywhere.

Things got cranky and frustrated along the way, but still, I enjoyed! Especially during the fireworks display. Made me feel loved and bliss. (:

Ordering online is so convenient, wheeee! Ah, technology.. technology. My pizza is on the way already, plus that spicy drumlets! Woohoo! So while waiting for my pizza and drumlets, I shall take a shower first! :D

Hope my brother will be back soon. Mom's been worrying. Uh huh. 

Tomorrow tomorrow! YAY!  

The Key to Your Life is Levity

Anything good in your life comes from your ability to play and be free. The best way for you to solve a problem is to let go of it. Anything bad in your life comes from sinking to the level of those around you. Remember to lift people up, and refuse to participate in anything petty.

Sometimes, Blogthings quizzes can be so freaky true. Ah well, at least to me. You'll get to know yourself better doing quizzes like these; I did. :D 

"The best way for you to solve a problem is to let go of it". Let's back to simplicity. (:

Lazy afternoon... and the best way to spend it is to have some ice cream while watching movies! Heeeeheee! Bye~!